The emotional roller coaster
The feeling you get in the pit of your stomach
The emptiness in your heart
The soul search that has no end
The rain showers that never pass
The sun that's never bright
The moon that has no night
The pea without it's pod
The owner without it's dog
The child without a mother
The school year without summer
These are the feelings I get when your gone
So please don't be gone long
Stuck between what I knew and now being able to look back with a clear viewpoint. The weird thing was the memories were good and still to this day I try to reconnect with those memories. Does it mean everything I felt wasn't valid? Or have I just grown? If something is familiar it doesn't seem as bad as what it looks like from the outside. Or all along does our bodies intuition know it's wrong?
When someone in your inner circle really hurts you do you forgive them because you know they love you? Or is it the fact that they love you and still chose to say those things the reason why you are so insulted? When we love someone do we give them too many second chances, to the point where we don't feel loved at all?
Enough love and support
Enough red boots and shorts
Enough food for a year
Enough with all the tears
Enough making excuses
Enough with feeling useless
But what if it never feels that way?
What if there isn't enough love and support
and you can't find the right shade of red boots to go with your shorts?
What if you don't have enough food for a week,
and you feel so hopeless and meek that there is always a dampness upon your cheek?
What if excuses make you feel safe,
and at the end of the day there is still that ping of hope that someone will love you in every way.
Take pride in how far you have come and have faith in how far you can go