When it comes to getting over something or someone, who is judging the pace at which we become whole again? Or do we ever become whole again? Whatever the situation may be we slowly feel it healing day by day but somehow it doesn't feel enough. So we blame ourselves for not letting go at a more rapid pace. As if heartbreak and hurt is something that can be fixed overnight. We don't even know who is judging the speed at which this is happening but it is not enough to whomever it is.
"Who cares, get over it. It wasn't the real thing and you know it. It was a sad excuse and still is. So stop sulking. Who gives a shit. You are embarrassing yourself by holding onto it for this long." -Peanut gallery
Your mind mumbling may sound different but it is all one in the same. The feeling of embarrassment and frustration for feeling something way past its falsified expiration date. So instead you poll opinions to confirm what you're feeling, Trying to confirm with any and every outside source that you are not crazy. But if anyone listened to the thoughts in your head (like you have mine) then you may be seen as such. But we all do this. We all beat ourselves down for our emotions or lack of, because in the same light, if we didn't express or feel then that wouldn't be enough either.
When it is all said and done however we need to remember one thing. We are not weak for feeling. No matter if it is in lack or in abundance. And that is enough within itself.
Take pride in how far you have come and have faith in how far you can go